It’s such a confusing time. I wish I could know when this will settle. Not having a time frame to work on is part of the problem I think. I know I’ve down the right thing. I know things will get better. But when? When do these monsters become nothing?
I also feel sad that our baby will never know what’s its like to live with her father. But I at the same I know I shouldn’t because he said he’d take her from me.
Rosamond do you have children? Or family and friends around you?
I hope you feel stronger and less lonely soon x*x