An emotional rollercoaster

[marmaladechamp]

Hi everyone,

I’ve made my getting out plan. Just got the contract through for a place to live. Making lists of what i need to pack. Picked a day to go.

Its an emotional rollercoaster. One minute im fighting back tears and the next im thinking of my future. I feel so guilty. Im gonna hurt him, his mum and grandma who I love like my own family. His brothers, his friends who are going to have to support him.

I feel like im ruining everyones life.

I feel sick.

I feel like im in pain and i just want it all to be over.

[BeautyMarked]

You are not ruining anyone’s life. He ruined it with his behaviour. It sounds like you want to be out and will be much better off for it. Look towards the future. It’s ok to be upset and cry, but don’t hold onto the guilt as it’s not your fault. If he was better, things would be different but he’s not so it’s not you, it’s him. I wish you all the best with it x

[Anonymous]

please dont be guilty things will never chsngeif you stay they will only get worse. nobody deserves that life. i have been grieving all week for throwing him out. blocked his number he found a way to contact mme (detail removed by moderator). i have phoned the police now. the hate is so strong for what he has put me through and done to me. please do it set yourself free start a life you need and deserve.. you have nothing to feel guilty over

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