Hi StrongLife,
Thank you for sharing with us. I am sorry to hear how difficult and stressful things are for you. I hope posting on the forum is helping to be with others who understand.
Our Live Chat service is also open every day if you feel you need some additional support. You can access the chat service here: https://chat.womensaid.org.uk/
Please do keep posting, we are here for you.
Best wishes,
Lisa