I’m so sorry to hear this Landy, it must be awful for you. Pm any of us if you don’t want to talk on the forum. You’ve been doing so well, try and look at it as a wee test. You’re obviously still grieving what started out as a good relationship and the what could have been, it’s only human. Is there anyone you can phone to distract yourself from your thoughts, immerse yourself in some bread making, plenty of thumping involved in that(unless you’ve a bread maker),a total wardrobe clearout, anything that involves physical exertion. remember how far you’ve came, what you’ve achieved, allow yourself a guid greet. Love to you mo charaid ππ
IWMB ππ