Bit sad to realise the love has really gone and left with just a stranger in my home.
Having been through another round of verbally pushing back on “lending money” it’s clicked that there’s no love or respect at all from him to me. Watching me upset about it does not move him. Knowing how much of a financial pickle I am in after supporting him for such a long time does not move him. All I get is comments like what difference does x*x amount make now if it’s that bad. No thought or care for my needs. Another wasted evening of arguing and not talking. Time to just admit it failed and pack up and go. Nobody can say I haven’t tried 🙂
Thank you 🙂
I feel more at peace today about my future plans, even though I know he will be sad and think “how could
You do this to me”. But I shouldn’t feel bad as he must know that anyone who puts up with his behaviour must be crackers.
You can’t fix them.