No more I’m having nightmares again that someone’s chasing me panicking unable to cope wkth stuff i can’t stand living in this nightmare no more I want to die x
So sorry to hear you’re feeling so low. Is there a possibility you could make an emergency GP appointment and explore your thinking at the moment? It sounds like you could do with some support.
xx
If it’s becoming too overwhelming please go to A&E and explain you’re having suicidal thoughts. They may be able to help you with an on-call crisis team. In my opinion they’re not the greatest I admit but please seek help if you can. xx