A full month no contact from me. Although hesvstill trying. As I’ve become stronger I couldn’t ever imagine opening up the lines of contactd with him again. Although I must admit info get tempted. I think first and say to myself what are u going to gain from it?? And 8balso say do u want to go back to beginning again. How will he have changed? He won’t he’s sending same lines all-time I’m going to celebrate with my boys lol x