I tried to call Samaritans but phone line is busy so I thought I should type here. I’m just crying, it’s about 2 am. I was just threatened by my abuser. I tried to block the abuser from seeing me but the abuser just won’t stop saying threats. Why is my abuser addicted to abusing me? Why is my abuser like a predator? Why? Why can’t he leave me alone? I could just leave…
The abuser abuses me to the point of making me feel suicidal but luckily I am still alive and I want to continue living. Apart from abusive situations, there are other things which are positive in my life. Even just breathing is a gift.