I have a huge issue with social contacts since I fled.
My new neighbour took a parcel for me and I have enormous issues approaching him to give me my parcel.
I heard him today and could have walked over and asked him.
Instead I kept all windows locked and made no noise, pretending I was not at home until he left.
I only left the house when he was gone.
I need that parcel because it contains things that I really want.
Usually my parcels are delivered in front of my door and I pick them up.
I feel angry that has not been done on this occasion as well.
I really do not want to approach him or talk to him.
Asking him for my parcel feels impossible to me.
I am stuck.