Hi BD
As LONC said your not pathetic, until the house sales I’m stuck with my abuser. But I work my life that I am not in while he is, over the weekend end I caught a glimpse on him he look a mess as my stomach turned upside down.
But even so I will fight it because given have the chance he will destroy me. I know he doesn’t know what compassion love or understanding for another human being it.
Also part of the way they control us is by making us feel incapable of surviving with out them. I wasn’t aloud to cook clean etc for decades (because I was c**p at it) guess what I’m still breathing so the cooking can’t be to bad.
You, I and every lady on this site deserve much better than we’ve had. So stay strong there’s a bright future for you.
FS xx