Hello there, try and be kinder to yourself, all you did was act like any other normal person would. Your responses were normal, NOT those of an abuser💜 you will be feeling so bad especially as you’re remembering so much of your life with him, that’s normal too. You really are doing well, every day you wake up, your away from him, every day you get to choose what you do, where you go, who you speak to. Baby steps sweetheart, baby steps. Sending strength and love to you
IWMB 💕💕