Hi, I really know what you’re saying, I too feel like this, A LOT. Think I’ve over dramatised, that it’s me. Whether we have or haven’t isn’t the issue. Any relationship you are in, that causes unhappiness,fear,isolation, those relationships are not healthy for either partner. They become toxic. I cannot believe that there are 10’s of thousands of woman like us, who believe it is us, we’re the ones not wired right. Getting your head around an abuser, there’s no point. Logic does not apply. Being unhappy in a relationship is enough to end it. Please talk over how you are really feeling to your support worker, they don’t judge, know the complexities of abuse. Sending strength and the tightest hug you can bear.
IWMB