To all of you lovely bunch that are struggling with some form of disability or neurodivergence. you are not alone. I have been out of my toxic, n**********c and abusive relationship for just over (detail removed by Moderator) now. I have epilepsy and due to being in constant chaos I was having new and different types of seizures very often. My medication didn’t seem to help any more and I worried that I’d be a burden every time I’d have a seizure so I used to try and fight them. Now that I am free I have only had 2 partial seizures in (detail removed by Moderator) (as opposed to having multiple seizures every day).
It really does get better. I am struggling emotionally every day but I promise it gets better. When I have seizures now I still feel guilty at first but then I sit back and reflect and remind myself that I am whole even though I am not fully healed.
hang in there you beautiful lot and if possible, do not ever let anyone control your medication.
sending hope and love to all of you
Phenomenon x