I’ve just been talking to a charity about my finances and it’s exhausting. Especially as work is not getting any better. I didn’t get the other job I went for, it wasn’t suitable really, just me clutching at straws. This woman I’m working for is so negative. She only complains and I so need to be positive. It’s almost like a compulsion with me. I need at least some little highlights in my day. She doesn’t seem to need any. She has money, a lot, as far as I can tell, a very nice house, but obviously that’s not enough. It’s like Serenity said, it’s power she wants. And she is definitely robbing me of mine. Horrible, horrible person.
I’m so weary. Going to go and get something to eat now and finally spend some time with my daughter. Feel like such a c**p mum/person.
Just needed somewhere to get the negative out, so sorry.
Eve
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