Since opening up about my attack, I really struggle to be without my boyfriend around me- when he goes to work or college I feel anxious and horrible. When I wake up in the morning and know he’s going to be around, I feel fine and safe but when i know he’s got to go out I wake up feeling sick. I have quit my pub job as that is where my attack started and I have struggled to go to University as I have to get a train on my own and I’m not very close with anyone at University as this is my first year and I don’t live on campus!
How can I stop feeling like this?