I’m really struggling at the moment, feel like I’m suffocating. I’ve told ex that I don’t want to talk anymore. It’s messing with my head and making me feel sick. I feel angry and hurt hearing how he has a family , i feel bad for feeling he should be unhappy, he should feel how I felt;broken , hurt and wanted out of this life.
I have issues with my husband and intimacy but I know he loves me and I know he needs me and that is what I need to focus on now.