Hi Free5
I just wanted to show you some support. It sounds like a really stressful situation and I can understand why you are feeling fed up.
I agree with HopeLifejoy and think it would be a good idea to call the helpline and get some advice, they could see whether it may be possible to find a space for you in a refuge in an area that you can make a fresh start in. You could also get some more advice around housing.
Take care and keep posting,
Lisa