I have felt awful for nearly 2 weeks so down and questioning everything even questioning if I have done the right thing I am tired and I am not sure I have the energy to fight this…. however today I have had a better day and I feel I have a little more energy and life in me and I am trying really hard to be positive and to think positive
However I really thought that it would be better than this once I left and although in some aspects it is better there are just new and different ways he is getting to me now, like through our children, (detail removed by Moderator), through emails
Will it ever get better?
I really want to see a counsellor and although I know women’s aid offer lots of really useful help all the help that is local to me is during the day when I am working or doing school runs and so therefore I cant attend sessions or meetings.