Big hugs Gemma x*x I too sometimes struggle to sleep – well I fall asleep easily but don’t stay asleep often waking lots in the night/early hours of the morning. Have you thought about seeing your gp? With regards to today I would maybe take it one step at a time or an hour at a time, maybe that way it won’t feel like such a mountain. Focus on something you know will happen at the end of it, so in (detail removed by Moderator) hours time I’ll be sat here with a cup of tea or whatever and it will all be over. Sorry if not much help, feel for you and hope you can make it through the day xxxx