I am going to break down he has not contacted me all night and all day I think he has gone again. Gone on his holiday and left me I don’t get what I did so wrong he told me he is staying. Why treat me this way? Feel so betrayed. Maybe it’s a blessing in the long run but at this time I’m hurting more than anything. Why do I have to put up with this why do I do it. He always just disappears whenever am I not good enough.
You are good enough, it is he who is not good enough. Nobody should put up with treatment like this, you deserve much, much more but it doesn’t sound like you will get better treatment from this person.