He left but what follows is a better life for you. One that’s not constantly walking on eggshells though it takes a while to be totally at peace. Be prepared for him to do and say anything to get back with you. Do not trust a word he says, its all designed to still keep you off balance. You will start to think of him less and less and it won’t hurt quite the same. Look up the 5/7 stages of grief, what we go through are similar. Take care of yourself, eat when you can whatever you can, drink plenty of fluids to keep hydrated. You’ll either sleep too much or be awake the whole night, sometimes for days on end.
Best wishes IWMB 💞💞