Health after abuse

[Ayanna]

My health has never been so bad.
When I got away from my parents very long time ago my health was bad for many years, but I got by.
Now there is the suspicion that I broke out with a life limiting illness.
During the abusive marriage I deteriorated already, but could still function.
The deterioration was ongoing since then.
All the time my GPs were horrible to me and ignored me. But when I came in for an emergency appointment this week everything was different. They panicked. I instantly had a lot of tests. They did not waste any time.
I know that the awful stress from the court hearings and the prolonged abuse via institutions without getting any support, dealing with all of this completely alone, have done something to me.
It manifests now.

[Falling Skys]

Hi Ayanna

Sorry you are feeling so poorly, but pleased at long they are doing something about it. I pray nothing serious as you have been through enough.

The constant need to be on high alert is draining its no wonder it tells on the body.

I do worry how long my body will put up with the punishment, I think sometimes when you are in a safe place it just relaxes and we get sick.

Wishing well and keep us informed on how you get on.

FS xx

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