Not sure what to really say, it’s been (detail removed by Moderator) since I left my abusive partner. I found out (detail removed by Moderator) that the police are not going to pursue charges due to lack of evidence which has hit me hard. I guess I wasn’t expecting much to happen but it’s just made me feel like my experiences aren’t valid, still adjusting this new normal and help my daughter to navigate through, now it feels like it was all in my head. Just finding it all a struggle. And I just want something resembling normality for my daughter. Does this get easier? Will I ever feel like me again?