Hi Nomnomnom,
Welcome to the forum and thank you for sharing with us. I hope you find it a safe and supportive place to be with others who understand.
Lots of the women here will have been in a similar situation to you at some point. You will have options and should be able to access support to leave.
You could chat to a Women’s Aid worker in confidence via our Live Chat service (8am – 6pm weekdays and 10am – 6pm weekends/bank holidays). They won’t tell you what to do but can discuss your situation and signpost you to other support that’s relevant for you.
You also could reach out to your local domestic abuse service for some ongoing support.
Take care and keep posting,
Lisa
(Forum Moderator)