Hi Loose,
Thank you for your post and welcome to the forum! I am pleased you found us so I hope you find the forum a safe and supportive place to be. When you are ready to share more then we will be here for you.
If you feel like you are in need of some additional support, you could chat to a Women’s Aid worker in confidence via our Live Chat service (weekdays 10am – 4pm and 10am – 12pm weekends). They won’t tell you what to do, but can discuss your situation and signpost you to other support that’s relevant for you. You can access the chat service here: https://chat.womensaid.org.uk/
Keep posting!
Best wishes,
Lisa
Forum Moderator