Hi Bluebella,
Welcome to the forum and thank you for sharing about your situation and how you’re feeling.
It is absolutely normal to be feeling scared even though you’re relieved. Things must feel very unknown at the moment and that’s scary at any time, let alone when you’ve been through the trauma of abuse. You are not alone in feeling this way and I hope that sharing support with other women here will be helpful for you. You might find the courses and support on the Bloom website helpful in starting to move forward.
Take care and keep posting,
Lisa