Well yesterday he said another women was stressed to the nine. Then I told him he’s upset me and today he says well you can dress to the nine when we go out he said it was a joke. His jokes actually bother me. I feel like he calls me sexy and hot but doesn’t make me feel beautiful. He says other women good why settle for them when your the best like seriously. I don’t know why I love him so much anymore. I feel like he does not appreciate me. Wondering if I actually did the right thing from going back in to the relationship when all I feel is sadness at the moment in my life I am really unhappy and I don’t know if it is just me or if it is the relationship anymore.