Although I am pleased that overall I have been having more good days than bad, today marked the passing of a specific period since I started no contact, and I started to miss him again. All I can do is sit with my feelings and let them pass, and keep reminding myself that the person I missed never existed.
Tough day but I recently bought myself a phoenix necklace for moments like this to remind myself of how far I have come and how strong I am.
Tomorrow will be a better day.