I feel for you in that awful situation i really do 🙁
so disappointing and scarey too to be let down this way when you need protection.
There’s no freedom whilst they walk free is there.I don’t think anyone ever truly knows them as well as we do sadly. Also, yes, I agree they don’t openly admit anything, either to themselves, or us, or others, so how are others to decide?
I hope things change very soon, for all of us. All the actions of the police and those in professions surrounding abuse that act this way have made me feel so invalidated in the past, and i so hope this doesn’t has this effect for you, as you say, anyone would scream under the circumstances The neighbours don’t know, you do, i hope you can believe in yourself at this difficult time
keep safe xx