I hate him so much. I burst into tears, because I have to allow him to “win” in the hope that behaviours will be noticed. I mean, to someone like me it is staring us all in the face. God I feel so sick.
That’s great that you are thinking long term… don’t let go of that hope.
I thought I would never leave the abusive relationship I was in but I did, so don’t ever give up.
Work on your self love and self worth and this will start to give you strength to leave.
Remember you are not alone and supported by all the ladies on this forum xx