Just had a strong knock on my front door.
I nearly fell off my chair. The anxiety kicked in immediately.
I hardly made it to the door, looked through the spy hole and saw a delivery man.
I shivered on my whole body when I unlocked the door and opened it …. All kinds of thoughts went through my brain, which letter is it? does the hell continue? …. and then it was a delivery from amazon that he handed me over.
Can you believe this?
I cannot live like this anymore.
Some of these delivery men knock so hard and make you jump even if you havnt got issues they have no manners a lot of them
I went thro some time like this after I had, had so many police knocking the door the at the start of the year every loud knock made me terrified as they had been abusive to me and horrible, is awful how it affects you also one officer had a distinctive black beard who was assisting my husband to make himself the victim, every time now I see a black beard on TV or when out it makes me so anxious and scared , feel you pain and wish you could get some proper decent councelling x*x