I finally moved out – it was all a bit strange but out and have absolutely no regrets. Need to get myself sorted but for now I have a safe place to live and I can start to repair and rebuild. I am beyond exhausted and sad for what could have been, but other than that it was the best decision and came at absolutely the right time. To all you wonderful ladies who have replied to my posts and helped me toward this I’m so grateful. This is a very supportive community and I’m grateful that I was recommended to this forum and followed that suggestion xx