It all got too much… not only the.abuse/divorce pending homelessness..that’s not what pushes me over to a place in my head I do not want to be… it is coming up to the worst anniversary, the 1st,.. some of you know what I am referring to… And it is everywhere to be happy, to make this day or that day special… well none of my family can this day… I am drinking too much… I am taking whatever to numb…I am wallowing and am so angry and upset…
I have support from my GP.and MH nurse.. I shall contact them tomorrow…
My child’s health which I deal with alone is really heartbreaking (my heart hurts for her)…
I had no one to rant to, I have an hour to myself and needed to release
HFH ❤️