Me too! Finally managed to log in. Felt a bit locked out of the house.
I’m finding it hard not to semi slide back into my relationship – particularly now it is Christmas. There is too much normality between us when actually nothing is normal.
I feel very blank about what my husband did to me a few short months ago but others whom I tell are horrified and, I think, horrified too by the way I talk dispassionately and far too reasonably about it. Feelings poke their heads up and then I am blank again.
Very tired.
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