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12th June 2016 at 4:38 pm #19005
betterdays
ParticipantWhat kind of human being would have done what he has? Surely I’ve got it wrong. Or imagining it. I never knew any different. I were used to it. But then I think accept for goodness sake face it uve been done over. Then I’m trying to work it out the tbings he said. The same texts the smirking looks of pleasure he had on his face when he swore at us frightened us humiliated me. I could cry. Cry with anger this is a dream it has to be because the real me we’re strong I’d never of stood for this. I don’t know anything anymore……..X
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12th June 2016 at 5:30 pm #19008
Bridget Jones Is Free
ParticipantDear Betterdays,
There are so many days when I doubt myself, when I wonder how I managed to put up with it all, I start thinking about my own reactions where anger and frustration made me go mad…
But because you are strong, you took what he dished out, just as I did and still do.
Your ex sounds evil. Mine never stops amazing me with his behaviour, his sophisticated entitlement etc. I am just waiting patiently to know the time has come for me to dump this crazy life, I am too good at surviving, that’s my problem.
You are going over what happened, processing it all. I think it is a good sign. Let the emotions guide you, and remember tomorrow is another day towards victory, peace, reconstruction, YOU 😍 -
12th June 2016 at 11:37 pm #19048
Confused123
Participantthey just make us doubt ourselves,its sickening how they do it , but u out now
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13th June 2016 at 6:19 am #19053
Healthyarchive
BlockedDear Betterdays, i’m in slightly the same situation as you, left disguarded, confused, full of unanswered questions and what if’s, its horrible and makes moving on really difficult. Over the last few days I’ve thought that Acceptance, feeling in full your emotions (not dulling them with alcohol, addictions etc) and letting go is the way through all of this emotional mess. I am working on these few things, there are many good audio vidoes on You Tube you may find helpful.
H.A XXXXX
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13th June 2016 at 8:08 am #19057
Serenity
ParticipantI think you are right, Bridget: we are ‘too good at surviving.’ We are too endurant.
We aren’t meant to merely endure life. We are meant to be happy.
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