I’m so very tired,deep in my bones.
I have no way forward and yet I have no choice because I have children and unfortunately for them I’m the best they get.
No way forward and no way out.
No matter what I do my children have already lost.
Maybe I’m wrong and they’d be better off without my terribly flawed best efforts.
I don’t see a clear path whichever way I turn and yet I’m meant to guide us all to safety.
My stupid naive navigation is what got us here in the first place.