I still think about my abuser, and still worry if I do something will get him into trouble, but does he worry about me after what I have been through? Did he feel sorry that he abused me? Did he ever know what he did to me is damaging me mentally as well as physically (even the Bruises disappeared after few days). But yes I still think about him and worry about him. There’s time I just wanted to kill my self so I can stop thinking about him. But what do I get when I think of him? Hurt, anger, disappointment and being unhappy.