Ex is taking me through a whole court process, I spent hours and hours preparing my statement etc. He’s now to do his this week and he’s buggered off on a weekend away with his new girlfriend instead. Argh I don’t know why I’m so angry, all I want is for him to leave me alone but I kinda feel if he’s going to make me do this court thing he should at least do it properly. And why isn’t he more affected by it?! It’s ridiculous really, after all he’s done to me this is what I’m angry about especially when it means I can relax for the weekend as he’s not close by.
I don’t think your annoyance is irrational at all. He continues to put you through hell and doesn’t seem to care. Why shouldn’t you feel angry? Directing it at him (virtually I mean) is much healthier than being angry with yourself. Let yourself feel it, you’re entitled x*x