I feel so alone, it’s like my friends don’t even care or understand and I don’t know who to turn to anymore. I don’t want to tell him cause I’m afraid. I do care for him but I just feel empty. I don’t know what is wrong with me. Yesterday we was just joking around and he called me a dirty women and I took it personally and then forgave him. We made up and for some reason I feel he has everything family, friends people who care for him and I don’t have that. I don’t want to tell him but I know he knows.