The drugs make the situation even worse. They further fuel his ability to keep you there and further hinder your ability to leave.
First, stop taking drugs, they alter your state of mind even more.
Then get out. Better yet do them simutaneously. Or get completely off once your out and away.
Your in a very unsafe situation with the mixture of an abuser and drugs.
We are all here for you when you need to talk or if you need help. Hugs n prayers!
Chickadee