Love bombed me for years n for years
He portrayed himself as the perfect partner
supportive kind caring going out of his way for me
Then the criticisms start and the blaming the guilt trips the gas lighting the threats of leaving me using any tactics possible to scare me hurt me mental emotional psychological abuse
Ive Read up on trauma bonding i know that’s what ive been subjected to too
And the lies he told me and the deception for years
I was an easy target cos of past abuses from past abusers and im easy target for other reasons which he used to his advantage and used many mind games
And now hes using any lie to push me to end it with him
As ive been trying to get out bit by bit
So i guess he found some one else to abuse and a new victim is easier to abuse than me
His Patterns of abuse are getting worse and more severe
I know to be careful ending it and i will do it bit by bit
And as u can imagine its a very confusing difficult traumatic time for me im needing all the support i can get