Mine is the same. It’s painful but very good evidence of his pattern of behaviour. Simply continuing his abuse this time through the legal system. Give him plenty rope to hang himself with, and be guided by your solicitor. Try to invent an alter ego to read his delusional nonsense. Someone neutral that won’t be affected. I put my legal head on when reading his nonsense so I don’t feel the personal attacks. I just see that it’s great evidence. Doing the job of my lawyer. Making it easy x they simply can’t help themselves x