I can’t sleep…again!
Tomorrow is looming and once again I’m fearful of not being heard or taken seriously. But in the meantime my brain decided poetry was the answer…
The man with 2 faces
I know a man with 2 faces
Who never let me in
I know a man who’s had so many chances
I don’t know where to begin
I know a man with 2 faces
I don’t think he has a heart
Because that man has broken me down
And torn my life apart
I know a man with 2 faces
You only see his charming one
You think he’s funny and bright and kind
Believe me, you are wrong
You see that man with 2 faces
He saves the other face just for me
Weaving a web of lies and fear
So I live in confusion & misery
I know a man with 2 faces
He manipulates me for fun
Been happening so long don’t know who I am
I don’t recognise who I’ve become
I’ve loved that man with two faces
I’ve put him first each day
I’ve clung on to that tiny glimmer of hope
That one day he will change
Then one day I had enough
I thought of them and ME
I took the step, I asked for help
I started to set myself free
I know this path is long & hard
But this path at least is MINE
Im starting to dream that man with two faces
Will not beat me down this time
If you love a man with two faces
If you know one too
Maybe one day you’ll set yourself free
And believe just for once in YOU