Hi freedomfries,
Are you in touch with your support worker? I know you’d said previously that they kept cancelling on you- did you manage to get in touch with the service and ask for another worker?
Are you on the waiting list for therapy?
I can see that you’re struggling and it’s important to have the right support in place; you shouldn’t have to be trying to deal with this by yourself. I know it’s hard, but do keep reaching out for support; even if the abuse happened a while ago.
Take care,
Lisa