I contacted a local DA support agency yesterday after the fallout at the weekend. Not womens aid but one more local for my area. Someone got back to me asking if email is better or if I can send a number she can call on. Sent it over along with a list of times I can arrange to be out the house to speak to her so now just waiting on her getting back to me. It’s not to leave, I don’t feel at that point yet so hopefully, unlike last time, she’ll understand that and maybe can just offer support without the condition to leave?! Is that ever possible?