Messed up

[Melonballs]

Feeling so d****d confused and messed up.

I’m seeing abuse everywhere, and I mean evwrywhere. (Family, work etc)

And I know I’m being sucked back in by him, but I haven’t the guts to say no.

I’m waiting for a call back from a local counselling service to reconcile my past and try to make sense of myself.

Don’t know what I’m trying to say – having trouble articulating feelings into words!

[Watersprite]

Sounds like still really early days and really difficult. Once you really get what has happened to you once you leave I agree you spot abusers everywhere and there are lots of them. Think that settles a bit with time as does everything. Amazing for reaching out for counselling I think the only way to get free is no contact. Look up trauma bonds as well explained everything to me. Stay strong x

[Melonballs]

Thank you, lovely!

Trying to be strong, but we all know how charming , read smarmy 😉, they are when they want something!

I’m going to chase the counseling service too, if I haven’t heard back by Friday lunchtime .

I’ve read briefly on trauma bonds, but will look further into it.

(((Hugs)))

[I love books]

Hi.
I think I know what you mean I can’t articulate very well at moment.
My brain feels like a washing machine.
I left my partner very recently and I have lots of plans but can’t seem to implicate them.

[I love books]

I feel like I am in shock do you feel like that ?

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