When I went no contact, I felt a surge of power. I had got control back of my life, so much more than before.
It had taken me a while to go no contact. He was sending me horrendous texts, bit I think I needed to read them up to a point, even though they were killing me, as I needed to find out who he really was. But there came a point when the ugly language and cruelty became too much. I had discovered who he was, and Indidnt want to read or listen to one more example of his vileness.