I find today a very difficult day. A confusing day. I should havd a child but i dont as i miscaraged. Yes it would been my fathers child and that could been really difficult but it wouldnt been the childs fault. I was still technically a child/teen.how i survived i dont know.
Then theres the confusion of that my own mother didnt protect me from my father. And a sense of anger at her. We havent spoken about my abuse in many years. She in denial. It hirts.
Hey, it’s okay to feel confused and accept it’s a difficult day. Many women including me are sad today but it’s good to accept those feelings and it’s great that you are well enough to share them. Have you ever had counselling? It helped me x sending you a 🤗 hug. Tomorrow will be a better day x