finally decided enough is enough and I will take the place been offered me, not sure when but hoping next week, hope its still available as I was dithering.
sounds silly, but feel like some weight been lifted from my shoulders and I have something to look forward to.
You have to be proud of your self you decided to leave. I won’t be able to leave him if he didn’t battered me. I was on denial till the end. Even clearly he cheat, he reject me over years (I bet that’s how he controlled me, by rejection and leave crumbs that I have the chance if I stayed)
Please do proud, as you are very strong and brave. It is not going to be easy abut the fact that you stand up for your self by leaving, I am sure you will cope. Please get as much help as you can, it will be very useful to get through next step.