Hi Cosmosldealology
It takes a lot of courage and strength to reach out for support, you have done the right thing. I hope you are not waiting too much longer.
If you feel like you are in need of some additional support, you could chat to a Women’s Aid worker in confidence via our Live Chat service (open 10am-6pm every day). They won’t tell you what to do, but can discuss your situation and signpost you to other support that’s relevant for you. You can access the chat service here:
https://chat.womensaid.org.uk/
Do keep posting to let us know how you’re getting on.
Best wishes,
Lisa